This is the diary of a closeted gay teen. Here, I will post some of my life experiences living as a closeted gay teen. I am 20 years old, college student in Texas. Names and locations in my stories will be changed for privacy and so that I don't get "outed." Hope you enjoy!

the-messed-up-teen asked:

Hey there! I really liked your blog, especially your personal stories. I really don't know if I'm gay or something, or if I'm just really messed up. Your story is pretty much like mine. I became like this, after a girl, who meant the world, rejected me, so yeah. You can read my 'ABOUT ME' on my blog, if you like. :)))

Thanks! I really appreciate it :)

Anonymous asked:

have you ever tried cum swapping

Not really :P haha :P

muffinlover13-deactivated201201 asked:

Hey, my name is Maximilian I'm bisexual and I'm out. I just recently started reading your life stories and they're amazing! I really suggest you publish your stories and make a book. My question is well, I'm totally in-love with this guy in my class named Alec, but he's straight and he uses me; he calls me his friend, but whenever we talk it always has to be about this girl he loves "Shannon". I have friends that are here for me, but i want more. Will it getter better, the older I get?

Hello! Thanks you are too kind :) many people tell me to have my stories in a book!!! Haha :) I’ve encountered a similar situation :P my advise to you is to not to try to hook up with your friend since he is straight. In the long run you might just get hurt and that would be totally uncool. As you grow you will have the opportunity to meet new people with similar interests and you will find the right person to be with that will live and care for the person you are :)

tinnydinny asked:

What college do you go to?

Revealing that would reveal who I am :P hahaha sorry :) I’m from Texas though :)

Anonymous asked:

so do u get to penentrate other guy?

Not too often, I mean I prefer to bottom but I have roped some guys

bestben-s777temptation asked:

I am planning to going to my first gay club and im 18...i just wanted to know how i should get a stranger to ask me out?

I’ve never been to a gay bar. I’m too paranoid to see someone I know. But I recently went to a club and I did get to dance with a guy. It’s all in the eye contact. When a guy makes eye contact at a club for like over 3 seconds then I would say he is interested… Be very safe though :)

im-ambivalen asked:

Hey, what state do you live in? If you don't mind me asking, Why wont you come out? Is it the environment you're in? I just recently came out to the important people of my life. Including my parents. Everyone so far has been very excepting. I guess I just had it easy. Well the coming out process. The whole finding yourself was quite difficult.

I’m from Texas :) and I haven’t come out simply because I’m not ready to face all of the things that will come after that. Im truly focusing my life right now with school and career. Adding my personal coming out to the mix would probably just stress me. I plan to come out when I graduate and deal with it all then. I’m glad things have worked out for you! I’m hoping that happens to me! And I wish you the best as you continue to find yourself :)))

Anonymous asked:

hey, i love...LOVE reading your stories man, hope you post more soon

Thanks! I’ll try! I got some good stories to tell y’all just need time to write em.

Anonymous asked:

How old were you when you first had any sexual encounters?

I was a freshman in college so I was 18.